Mentira

Lies...

Demonishing clarity

Overcasted with grey

Shadowed by darkness

Eluding the day

Lies...

Like a sword

they wound

Like an edged knife

they leave scars

Like a bullet shell they hit

n leaves some bleeding in the dark

Lies..

They always come back

to get you

even when you thought

they were hidden

truth will always

embrace

back with that same venom

Lies...

A continuance of betrayel

a bad habit

Something you control

But only you can decide

when to score an honest goal

Lies...

Dig them deeper

and deeper

and see where you will land

Lies are a fools game

Not that of a honest man

© 2010 Sj

Fate

Beautiful is a true honest Love...

Aside

So You wanna know

Who I am in a relationship with?

Who I run to when I am happy?

Who I hug when Im Depressed?

So You wanna know 

Who wakes up besides me every morning?

Who I sleep with every night?

Who I spend my time with?

Who smiles at my sight?

So you wanna know

 Who kisses me?

Who holds me in his arms?

Who encouarges me to be a better woman?

Who surprises me with his charms?

So you wanna know

Who filled this empty space?

Who holds me when I cry?

Who enjoys my love?

Who would never lie?

Do you really wanna know?

About the one who took your place?

Would it really make a difference?

To know

 he has

what you didnt embrace.....

© 2010 Sj

Witness

Whilmst the world you are laughing
forgetting about a child of yours
only to have intoxicated blood
so you can fuck any lil whores

Whilmst the world you are dancing
and forgetting she does exist
Only so you can find another
to put on that dirty list

Whilmst the world you are living a life
of deception, betrayel and lies
Only because you are selfish
and a young boy in disguise

Whilmst the world there  is a woman
who is taking care of yours
Because all the faith you portrayed you had
didnt open any doors

Whilmst the world years have gone by
and now she is fully grown
Only to find a father
who didnt protect his very own

Whilmst the world while you are down on your knees
looking for forgiveness
I would say "its a little too late to get back your past"
As I did bear witness


© 2010 Sj

Tired

You have never questioned yourself
yet you often questioned me
was it a lack
of self control
or just
insecurity


Im not gonna try and understand
or reason with my being
I will take it
at face value
and announce
your uncertainty


My eyes spoke volumes
My words were sincere
Every touch was there to show you
That I would always be here


I wanted to reveal the woman that I am
yet you wouldnt give me that chance
and every time I thought I was getting closer
I'd catch that second glance


Eventually I realized it was never about me
But perhaps about the man you could become
You were afraid of the passion and security
of ever being loved


This fear was never mine though
It was something that you would hold
thus always running away
from the truth that I'd told


Love can do wonderous things
It can make you weak when you are strong
It can hold you together when all has failed
and everything has gone wrong


My journey with you
was a part of a test
God wanted you to embrace
Given this opportunity
To see success upon your face


Unfortunately you didnt grasp it
and embrace it just as you desired
Love was right here
But eventually
My heart had grown tired


© 2010 Sj

If I cant express who I am

Why Speak?

If I can't Cry

Why Feel?

If I can't emerge into my own Soul

Why Explore?

If I can't show Grace

Why Smile?

If I can't rely on my own Faith

Why Trust?

If I can't Dream

Why Believe?

If I can't Love

Why Bother?

Sj



An addiction

When I smell your aroma..

My senses awaken

When I taste you..

My body tingles

I savour you

in my mouth

your so sweet

with every swallow

I  love you placed on my lips

I Breathe in

your every scent..

Oh Gawd how I think of you often ...

Your so Hot
So dark
and
So Delicious

You bring the greatest sensation to me..

You arouse my body
You are my addiction..

I would

take you 
any possible way
 that I could get you..

MMmmmmmm
I love YOU
"Coffee"

© 2010 Sj

Strong women VS Women of Strength

A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape ...
but a woman of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape...
A strong woman isn't afraid of anything ...
but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear...

A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her ...
but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone...

A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future...
a woman of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be God's blessings and capitalizes on them...

A strong woman walks sure footedly ...
but a woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls...

A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face ...
but a woman of strength wears grace...

A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey ...
but a woman of strength has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong...

The things I have learned this year can't be written
but can be simply tasted by my love
seen in my eyes
felt by my touch
heard in my voice
all from the Scent of my Soul

© 2006 Sj