Karma...

When we begin to understand the concept of Karma we will never ever blame God for anything that happens to us. We will realise that we are responsible for all that happens to us. As we sow, so shall we reap. Rich or poor, saint or sinner, miser or philanthropist, learned or illiterate ... This is the Universal Law that applies to individuals, to whole communities, societies, nations and races. As we sow, so shall we reap.

Bad karma is the spiritual debt one has accumulated for one's mistakes from all previous lives and this life. It includes killing, harming, taking advantage, cheating, stealing, and more. On Mother Earth, when you buy a house, you take out a mortgage from a bank. This mortgage is your debt to the bank. You pay every month for fifteen, twenty, or thirty years to clear your financial debt. In the spiritual realm, if you have bad karma, you may have to pay for many lifetimes to clear your spiritual debt.

ZHI GANG SHA, The Power of Soul

Everybody has a story.....Random Thoughts at 4 am

Crazy: As a girl I was crazy, As a woman I am crazy. However placing that label upon myself doesnt make me its a mere recognition that I am somewhat fearless. Don't get me wrong, I do grasp life and what enters into mine however I have the confidence to also face it..as it comes to me?....

Life: I see so many people living the lives as others want to see them. Not living their own. Not chasing their own dreams but others....I myself have always been a dreamer but I have also been a chaser to go along with that. You can dream all you want but if you never take the step to remotely make that dream come true. Then that's all it is....A Dream?....

Addictions: I have my addiction, Its cigarettes.. Had I known the dangers of it as a teenager I probably wouldn't have ever started... However I will ridden that addiction when I am ready.. Mind over Matter?

Forgiveness: I have learned that I can only live life to the fullest by allowing myself to Forgive people as well as forgiving myself. At times, I believe forgiving yourself is sooo much harder then forgiving others. Only for the reason YOU have to accept YOU allowed yourself to get hurt and etc. When in reality the other person probably doesn't even give a shit, so why should you? :P

new head line

I have a new head-line: Looking for Love On-line.

Am I really looking?. No

I am really quite content with my life and my lifestyle that finding a partner isn't deemed necessary at this point.  Although I have found someone to fulfill a space in my home and in my heart while the boys are busy growing. There is so much I want to do, so much I want to explore, So many dreams I have yet to pursue. The past 2 relationships I have been in, in the past 3 years plus have been more of a barrier. I have learned so much of myself.... But most importantly I have learned..........

I LOVE ME just the way I am. 

Broken hearts wounded souls

you can not break my heart

but this child can

you can not make me cry

but these children do

you can not cause me pain

but  these babies who have noone, does

you can not cause me  to be angry

but the refusal to act inhumane can

you can not take away my strength

but the past of my people went through make me weak

You can not take away my pride

Because I know who I am

 where I came from

and most of all 

where I am going...

God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I can not change, the Courage to change the things I can and the Wisdom to know the Difference.....Amen

To be continued.. Sj